If I Were the Mom of a Girl Going Away to School . . .
I’d have a few concerns. But I’m not a mom of a girl going away to school, I just teach personal safety skills to girls whose moms are concerned as their girls are growing into independence.
Recent headlines tell us about a young man at one of America’s elite prep schools who engaged in the school tradition of “senior salute.” How that particular encounter turned into non-consensual sex and a rape charge. The young man was convicted by a jury of one count of using the internet to have sex with a child, and three counts of misdeameanor sexual assault and child endangerment. He was acquitted of the more serious charges of felony rape.
According to CNN’s legal analyst Sunny Hostin, “the jury did not appear to believe the former prep school student’s claim that there was no intercourse, but it also seemed to dismiss his accuser’s testimony that it was against her will.”
My focus, as a self-defense teacher, is less on the legal issues and more on what we’re teaching girls, explicitly as well as implicitly.
This article from the New York Times details the young woman’s testimony. She describes a mixture of emotions during and after the assault — of politeness and pain, then secrecy versus standing up for herself.
“I didn’t want to come off as an inexperienced little girl,” she said. “I didn’t want him to laugh at me. I didn’t want to offend him.”
Afterward, she said, she felt physical pain and utter confusion, and blamed herself for the events; it took several days for her to tell anyone, in full, what happened.
“I feel like I had objected as much as I felt I could at the time. And other than that I felt so powerless,” she said, adding, “I was telling myself, ‘O.K., that was the right thing to do, you were being respectful.’ ”
- The jury’s verdict indicates that many adults still don’t believe girls could be telling the truth about rape. These jury members are also community members, and could very well be among those from whom a girl seeks advice and help.
- The girl not being aware of other tools at her disposal to discourage and perhaps prevent the rape.
- The girl’s feelings of powerlessness over her own body. As noted sexual health educator Amy Lang says, she should be the boss of her body.
Not only should any girl expect to have her “no” respected, she should have other options in case it is not. That’s what I teach, and in self-defense classes we practice skills when unfortunately “no” isn’t enough.